9th Wah Battalion HQ
1090628.1652
Require reconnaissance mission

In order to fully understand the area west of the central city and to understand transportation lines. A recon mission set for 1090702 must be set into motion.

Wah one is to seek out method of transportation and pathfind route for mapping and further missions.

Standard equipment such as storage pack, hydration bladder, and laptop will be assigned for mission.

-Cmdr. 9th Wah

Once again I neglect the logbook. I forgot that I even have one less any of the spare words written into it.

As a Vulpnine...I feel as though I forgotten who I am or the background of my family. Though I am now well established in the aviation community, I feel like I have drifted away. I'm also a minor hit in the sailing community but stars of old are barely remembered. I still make my planes, I still fly, but I wander and wander. I am aimless in my endeavors now. I cannot stay in one place for long and my mind is in constant thought of what will happen either in the present or the in the future.

All I can say is this about myself. I am Arrekusu Aina Vulpnine...Wandering Kitsune.

Things as usual have been quiet for me. Nothing major to report. I feel as though I'm stuck in a middle road on what to do about things and some things that I try and do fail miserably.

I tried getting to bed early in the nighttime so I could get a day schedule back for me, I always end up sleeping at either :0500 or :0600 and I can't keep awake long enough past then to fall asleep the next dusk. And I can't sleep after :2100 because I lay awake all night trying to fall asleep.

I've been in a state of confusion. There are others I want to see and a few people I want to help but I feel useless right now because others around me are paranoid that I may get into trouble myself or they are overprotective of me. Transporation between places is an issue because my navigator is growing on in years and the new one doesn't know where everything is and even after 10 or 20 visits she stills forgets!

Everything's changing for the worse for me and it feels like there's nothing I can do to change it less I come across a bundle of money that can sustain me or I find another way to show my independence.

As my ancestors once wrote in a logbook since 099xxxx, so shall I write my own log. I am Arrekusu (Alex) Vulpnine. Ninth generation heir of the Vulpnine family and an aviator. Unlike my ancestors of old. I do not have much skill with giant robots or transformable mecha. I just do what I've always been doing, flying aircraft and such.

I still feel young being only a two-tailed kitsune. The second tail representing a power that I've only recently realized. I don't have many friends outside since half the time, I remain quiet to any extent. I do have one twin sister who I shall not mention again because of the anguish she brought me. Nor will I mention any ex-loves.

Family has been a strongpoint for me and my grandmother I hold dear to. With her being over 1000 years old, I have to figure she has a screw loose somewhere. She's still nice though. I have a closer relation to two of my young cousins, who I have yet to see if I can get out of my job managing an Aerodrome. I came to discover that I found my father and learned that I have a younger brother who's a fighter pilot like me. Though we never see each other as he's a space fighter and I'm still learning how to build spacecraft.

Times like this can be troublesome for me yet I keep a relaxed attitude toward life. After telling off my twin, I found relaxation and reversed a decision that I made a week earlier from quitting my career in aviation. I feel like I need a vacation though I may take some time off and visit my cousins and figure out what they're doing. I hear one of them, Kari, is taking a liking to me and is trying to become an aviator herself, though at her age, I'd recommend against her flying. I have yet to meet her young brother though.

I tend to stop at points like this. I can't figure out what else to write about other than the fact that *censored for TMI*. And that's that.

-Maj. Arrekusu Aina Vulpnine

It's been over a month now and most of the problems that Sonic-FX had has been ironed out. He now performs at what I expected. CS:Source seems to run the best overall, even during intensive sequences, the FPS never drops below 60. I wish I could say the same for D3. Though with that game I never drop below 30, nice tradeoff for a game that was intended for a 6800 Ultra OC.

Current Specs

Athlon64 +3400 Socket 752
MSI K8N Neo Platnium, Chipset is nVidia nForce 3 250
2x512MB DDR400 Kingston ValueRam SC
VisionTek XTASY ATI Radeon X800 XT Platnium Edition 250MB G-DDR3
Soundblaster Audigy ZS Platnium with Creative Inspire T770 7.1 Surround System
Western Digital 120GB SATA HD

It's impressive but not what I'd expect. By the time it's out, I'll be ready for it.

Vulpnine-FX-S01 Sonic-FX-01

Athlon64 FX-57 Socket 939 (Socket 1K?)
MSI K8N Neo2 Platnium, Chipset will be nVidia nForce 3 Pro
4x512 DDR400 Dual Channel
BFG Technolgies nVidia 6800 Ultra OC with water block
Soundblaster Audigy ZS Platnium Pro
Western DIgital 250GB SATA HD

That's what I hope for within the next year.

*dusts off journal*

So this is where I left you off. It's been so long. Don't have too much to say as of now. But I'll try to update more in the future.

I don't know if it was right or not but I just can't seem to complete the prototype Zeta unit or continue construction without worrying about anything...The 78-2 unit was completed in just under two days but it's taking me longer to work on Zeta...I feel like I don't have the energy to really sit down and work but I really want to complete this model without disturbance....What is an Admiral supposed to do? It took me an entire day just to complete two arms....I fear the worse if I can't just have some peace and quiet to complete my master work.

Completed survey mission to the national stars and surveyed all commerece in the area. Currently I'm developing a new starship to help me out...unfourtanely a war is starting in the Gaia colonies and their asking me to be at the head of the battle. I don't know if I should or not but all I know is that If I must I will go into battle once more. This is probally the only way I can fight off my lonesomeness and keep myself active.

There hasn't been much to do today as I just got home from HQ. Just more paperwork to be filled out and left early though the shops onboard the starship were closed =P Had to walk around for several hours doing absolutely nothing! I'm tired...I wish I haven't had to get up on a Saturday let alone at 5...I hope this will all change soon. In the long run I feel as though...I can do without love...or maybe I can be with love...All I know is that I wish to die alone.